Monday, May 10, 2010
Day 5 - The Downfall of Us All
I don't even want to THINK about this weekend, which was just a big pile of fail.
But I'm back now. I've been fasting today and I've even gone to the gym.
I burned 400 calories.
Also, I realized that the fasting has killed my biceps completely. I'm about as strong as a pudding.
It was a bit embarassing, because even the guy behind the counter noticed that I hadn't been there for a long time. He COMMENTED on it.
And he also said "I looked foxy today." What the ruddy hell?
He's kinda old and bald [very] and big. It was funny.
I had a glass of AJ today (2 green apples).
The MNF is in works again. I was 55 this morning which is a wonder. Not only could I not fast this weekend, it was a complete takeoff. Fucking man on the fucking moon. FUCK.
But a lot was food weight I guess. I won't weigh myself before wednesday or thursday now. Hopefully, I'll be below 54, the big boss.
Today I learned something strange, it's been longer since my A and R has had sex than me. Half a year? ONE YEAR?! I would've gone insane for sure.
Especially weird for R, she used to be the biggest horndog ever.
I'm drowning in homework. I'm really stressed.